The Constant Battle Pt 1

I don’t think I’ve ever had a problem with being transparent but doing it on a blog is a whole different story. Online, you have to worry about protecting people’s identities. How much is too much to disclose? Will they read the post? Will they know the post is about them? Will they be upset? I've never given names in my posts when it came to serious matters and I won't start now. That is not necessary. But writing about it is.I’m fighting myself right now. It’s been a constant battle I’d say for most of 2011. I’ve written about it before but I was vague. I’ve talked to a few friends and the answers are always the same. Heck, God has spoken to me but I argued with Him too.It's weird how time allows a lot of things to happen. I just read an email from a year ago that nearly broke my heart. I wrote in detail to my friends about a situation I was in. Feelings of pain, distrust, hurt, anger and numbness. How ironic that on that exact day a year later, I'm feeling somewhat the same way. Man, when I saw God has a very weird sense of humor....is it kismet?I'm really tired though. You win God, you win.Stay tuned. Until then, read up on the movie that finally sparked this post.Photo Credit: Pixabay